I worry about thousands of things. I think i have anxiety issue. dunno..
People think I'm strong and stuff. truth is I'm not.
eh, I dont know.. I just sort of go with the flow..
what ever comes, just face it and suck it up.!
"Kau, campak kat mana pun mesti boleh survive." been hearing this countless time.
Seriously people, where did you get this idea?? really?
So, It's been a little over a week since i came to JB. i started work on wednesday and It's okay..
the first week was hard.. struggled with quite a number of issue and I deal with those stuff ALONE. really.
I might mengadu to a few people, and get a little help. but I did survive on my own.
I feel the loneliest last week.
I know, I dont have many friends, and I've been a bad friend to some other people. maybe i dont deserve the help I get..
But. There's this specific someone. I was counting on. I hope that person would at least ask me how I'm doing. Am I okay, or anything. Or just say hi.
BUt nahhhh...
I expect too much.
So i stopped hoping. It's okay...
no no no.. I'm not emo tonight. semalam lagi teruk emo.. hari ni just nak meluahkan je.
I'm good, I'm good.. dont worry..
I'm okay..
tu je la kot..
till then,
so loongg losers!
