Y U NO STUDY!

so exam is around the corner.. and my papers start on the 2nd week of exams. dunno if it's a bless or what..
masa untuk study terlalu panjang! rasa malas nak study sbb exam tahun depan!!
can't feel the pressure.. so no mood to study..
it's been a week and aku baru study tak sampai 10 topik!!! crazy girl..haha

so i use this picture as desktop background n phone wallpaper. Konon nak bagi motivasi utk study..
tapi haram tak berkesan... awal2 lagi aku dah tau x berkesan.. hahahaha



Wish me luck!

kthanksbye....

Upset..

It's a mix feeling..
I'm sad and angry...
but the latter one is much stronger..
I'm so upset that i wanna cry..

Mendekati Puisi

lately, aku interested dengan puisi.. gara-gara twtbuku selalu tweet pasal puisi n stuff..
siap suggest movie, Ada Apa Dengan Cinta. aku tak pernah tengok movie tu sebelum ni.. lepas tengok, aku dapat rasa keindahan puisi..
then, ada a few people on twitter keep promoting puisi moden dan klasik.

Sebelum pergi BBW semalam, aku pergi PWTC for Expo Buku 1 Malaysia.. nak cari buku puisi la konon..

So i get Puisi tepi Jalan by Fynn Jamal an RE: Tangerin & Nicotin.. puisi moden la konon nye.. tah aku pon x berapa nak reti..

Pergi kat booth DBP and a few interesting booth yg jual buku2 by A.Samad Said, Keris Mas n Usman Awang.. tapi penjaga booth tu macam tak menggalakkan je aku beli buku..
tak promote and tak bagi suggestion langsung...
aku dah la noob pasal buku2 sastera nih..

That Expo was a dissapointment.. it was small and unfriendly..
aku fikir nak pergi Central market untuk Art For grabs.. tapi disebabkan 2 makhluk yg ikut aku tu bukan jenis bangsa membaca, aku batalkan niat tu..
so head straight to BBW..
and that 2 non-reader kid tak beli buku apa2 pon...


ok lah.. till then.. bye bye..

Big Bad Wolf Book Sales 2013!!

Owh yeahh!!
Big Bad Wolf Books sales is a wrap now..
I was so excited about BBW! 4 trips to BBW.. 4 trips!!
and this is all i got...

22 books!! with total damage of ONLY RM 133!!!

kalau nak pergi kat normal book shop, 1 buku dalam RM 30, mau nye dalam RM500++ ni..

Totally worth it kan.. 

kalau ikut kan hati nak pergi setiap hari.. 

tapi too bad, it starts on Friday.. i have Sofball tournament.

so i went on Saturday with Q, and on sunday with my classmates.

It's been a pretty busy week,.. with presentation and stuff.

So I went again on Thursday, after the fearful Integrated Project presentation.

and 17/12/13 is the last day of BBW this year.. i went again to get my last catch! 

Feels so lucky to get The original version of Pride and Prejudice. and also, Tuesday with Morrie!! been looking for those 2 since the first day!!

Some of the targeted books i managed to get are, Pride n prejudice, The Kite Runner, Tuesday with Morrie, have a little faith, Harry Potter, and Witch world.. 

No, i didn't buy any of James Patterson's book.. a little regrets there.. Crossfire, and Honey moon was in my list.. i didn't buy them because i want to try new books genre..

>Chick Lits : Bad Girls by Rebecca Chance, Something Borrowed by Emily Giffin, and Who Needs Mr. Darcy by Jean Burnett. 

>Literature : Pride n Prejudice by Jane Austen, Pride n Prejudice (revised version) by Annabella Bloom, The adventures of Huckleberry Finn by Mark twain, The Red Queen by Philippa Gregory

> Fantasy : Witch world by Christopher Pike, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows by J.K Rowling, Ghost girl by Tonya Hurley. 

>General fiction : The kite Runner by Khaled Hoseini, Tuesday with Morrie and Have a Little faith by mitch Albom.

>facts : Untold story of Princess Diana by Monica Ali.

>Self help :You Inc. The art of selling yourself by Harry Beckwith, and Millionaire by Thirty (The Andrews) 

>manga : Beck (Mongolian Chop Squad) volume 12 

> Brain games for Dummies.

>kids books :Joody moody, kolam Rahsia, Skuad Harura and Cars (picture book)

ouwhhhh.. I'm a Happy Kid!!

I think u are my friend.

If i talk bad stuff about u in front of u,  i think u are my friend.
If i shamelessly take your stuff, i think u are my friend.
If i steal food from your plate,  i think u are my friend.
If i boss u to do something for me, i think u are my friend.
If i bully u, i think u are my friend.
if i call u funny names,  i think u are my friend.
if i make weird ugly faces at u, i think u are my friend.
If i shout your names from afar,  i think u are my friend.


if i talk to u nicely, maybe i like u..
if i smile to  u, maybe i like u..
If i praise u, maybe i like u..

but if i flatter u, maybe i don't like u..
If i have no reactions/response towards u, maybe i hate u..
If i talk bad about u behind your back, maybe because i'm sick of u.

even i always annoy or bullied you, i'll always be there when u need me. because  i think u are my friend...
=)

~meroyan malam sebelum present Integrated Project..! gambatte!

Kenapa Down kalau tak kahwin lagi?

Saw a facebook status saying she feeling down because a lot of her friends, n same age relatives are married or engaged..

Kenapa nak down sebab tak kahwin lagi?? I'm 22, I have a primary school friend with 2 kids. what do i feel about that? i think it's scary! yeeahhh.. i'm still into toys and cartoons.. how can i have kids? I can play with kids. and watch them.. but taking care and RAISING a child? i don't think so..

ok back to the topic.
Why so down bila tak kahwin lagi?
why so insecure?? kalau ada jodoh tak ke mana.. i believe in that..
Why so desparate?? looking for your other half??
Calm your tits bitches. come on girls.. you are in your 20's..  have fun with friends! go travel! enjoy life!


Maybe u'll say i'm not matured enough to get married.. yes! i couldn't agree more..
but are you matured enough? are u ready to be a wife? a mom? at such a young age?
when u get married u have more responsibilities, can u manage it? can u be patient n control your temper??

why so insecure?? chill people.. chill..
Bukan kawin je yang boleh buat kau bahagia..     

Kbaii

can't get over.. cuteness..

Still tak boleh get over orang cakap aku comel semalam... kahkahkahkahkahkahkah...
ye la selama ni aku syok sendiri je kan..hahahahaha
ada je org cakap.. tapi most of the time, perempuan yg cakap..
Oh ya.. ada jugak lelaki yg cakap.. tapi this guy is different.. it's not that i like him or what.. tapi cara dia cakap tu lain..
 "kau ni comel la" yeah.. i get that a lot.. or, "hahaha.. comel lah.." i get that when i do something childish and funny.. huhuhu..
tapi yg ni lain.. "jangan buat muka comel boleh tak? tergugat iman aku.."
 All i did was saying "hhmmm??" with pipi kembang.. ~dapat tak imagine pipi kembang..?? hahaha...
seriously, takde niat nak buat muka comel.. and i don't think its cute.. haha.. maybe that's what his definition of cute..
Blushing titteww... awwww...


okbaiii..

what do you expect?

OK what do you expect? i'm in new class. new people, new stuff..

do you expect me to still running and hanging around you?
You should know how busy we are.. masing2 ada kerja and stuff to do.. and i'm pretty sure you're busier than me..

Do you expect me to still running and hanging around you while my friends were doing something else.. do you want me to be a left out? sekarang ok lah.. coz i can still hang around you.. but then.. when u're no longer here??  i'm already an outcast...

i'm trying hard to fit in. i'm trying hard to be accepted. and you expect me to be hanging around u?

No, i'm not mad.. just a lil' disappointed.. YOU.. out of all people,, should understand me most..

it's been 3 years.. and i never forget a moment.. i miss talking to u.. layan kau meroyan.. steal your food and stuff..
Yes.. i do feel the same.. we're different now.. somehow i feel awkward being around you. It's not because i have new friends and stuff. It's just that we are no longer we.. there's no more us. i only heard about you from other people.. i see news about u in FB n twitter..

Lets make time to be together.. hahahahha.... macam married couple.. hahahahhahahahhahahaha.. this is crazy mann.. Lets just be cool about this..
nanti kita dating ye..?

saranghae Oppa.. 

Muka Comel.. LoL!

 "jangan buat muka comel  boleh tak? tergugat iman aku" someone actually said that to me.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha

LoL sangat kan...  aku gelak tak sudah tadi.. hahaha.. 

selama ni aku poyo sorang2 je.. x sangka hari ni, ada org cakap mcm tu kat aku.. ter'blushing' kejap.. hihihi..

hari ni main badminton,, kena smash ngn juju kat dahi seketul.. 

. lepas tu lepak dgn budak2 lelaki sampai jam 1 pagi.. 

gitu la kekdah nye.. new classmates ni agak considerate.. they still see me as a girl.. caring macam abang2.. hahahaha..
tapi kuat jugak membuli nye..   \

still best jugak lepak ngn diorang.. yang penting diorang terima aku.. =)
point sebenar entry ni adalah ayat 1st tu je... hahaha..

Ok la..    

Komen Buku: Rokok Nan Sebatang by Nami Cob Nobbler

So, dengan jaya nya aku telah membaca novel Rokok nan Sebatang by Nami (lejenPress) masa dalam bas on the way from Ipoh..
nahhh.. i won;t say ini adalah review.. sebab aku x paham apa yg patut ditulis dalam review.. bagi aku ni adalah komen dan pendapat aku pasal buku.. dan spoiler kepada orang yang belum baca lagi..

Cerita ni mengisahkan Romi, seorang agen insurans yg bosan dengan rutin hidupnya. (ok tiru kt sinopsis belakang buku)
then dia jumpa Wan, masa malan nasi goreng kampung Tamil Nadu. si Wan ni ada ideologi and beliefs dia sendiri.. Randomly, dia ajak Romi ikut dia pergi makan kat tempat lain.. Lepas tu Wan ajak Romi pergi Roadtrip cari makanan Melayu yg best2.
So pergi la Pahang, jumpa Rudi..
Then on da way ke Johor, jumpa pak lebai, and Bunga Ramona (romi punya crush)
thenpergi la johor, n singapore..
banyak gila geng dorang ni makan.. lepas makan, makan, lepas makan makan.. sume Wan sponser..
pergghhh,, kaya nak mampus si Wan ni.. hampir separuh novel aku baca, kerjaya wan ni still a mystery.
enough pasal sinopsis.
damnn.. i love this book.. buku ni banyak jugak membebel pasal ideologi Wan, pasal dunia, pasal life, pasal macam2.. kalau baca, it is sort of membuka minda jugak la..
Normally, i don't really like buku yang banyak membebel pasal idea/ pegangan someone, yg takde kaitan sangat dengan plot. tapi Wan is different.. I like him.. haha.. His idea of liberal vs conservative thinking is interestig.. it keeps me reading.. the feel is different than masa aku baca ideology Ezreen dalam Awek Chuck Taylor dan ceramah-ceramah dalam Ayat-ayat Cinta.. banyak sangat perkataan yang aku x mampu nak hadam..so aku end up abandon novel2 tu..
Rokok na sebatang  ni pon banyak jugak perkataan yang power2.. but it is interesting..

I bet nami ni mesti banyak gila baca buku berat2.. sebab quote2 yang Wan cakap dalam citer ni dari buku2 yg pelik2.. yang aku x pernah dengar pon..

walaupun cerita ni dari susdut pandangan Romi, tapi bagi aku Wan adalah watak utama.. watak feveret aku la..
sebab? he's an asshole/ scumbag/ douchebag sume ada la.. so, he's married, tapi dia ada gundik di merata-rata..
dia kaya hasil publication house dia dengan bini dia yang kaya raya. then dia joli duit, abaikan bini dia. aku rasa bini dia sayang gila kat dia sbb stay dgn dia even he was being an asshole.
 aku suka dia sebab ideologi dia pasal kebebasan.. liberal n stuff. mungkin dia kaya n ada everything, tapi dia xde pegangan. sebab tu dia mengembara cari apa yg dia sendiri pon tak tahu. mencari wujudiah diri dia. mencari bukti empirikal tentang cinta .
kisah zaman kanak2 dia, n his first love were told in the last part of the story. boleh tahan menyedihkan jugak..


Romi, setia pada cinta. sanggup korbankan diri demi cinta pada Bunga Ramona. cinta tak kesampaian..
bak kata Wan "cinta yg agung adadlah cinta yang gagal" contoh dalam cerita ni, cinta Romi pada Bunga dan cinta Wan pada Sofia.

(ahh.. aku dah lupa apa lagi aku nak tulis.. ni sume gara-gara baca tweet redza minhat.. lambat beno nak menulis nye... )

Ok...
dalam surat Wan kepada Romi, Wan cakap Romi adalah bukti empirikal tentang cinta agung.. sebak aku rasa baca part ni..

ok.. aku lupa lagi apa nak tulis..

the ending was alittle unexpected.. it was accelerating too fast, and i didn't see that coming..
part yang aku dapat tahu wan dah propose bunga tu aku agak terkejut.. tapi sebelum tu, aku macam dah ada feelings yang dia akan caras Romi.. ye lah, diakan playboy yg Legend.. haha

banyak gila Quote yang aku suka dalam cerita ni.. antaranya...

-"Meletakkan tempe dalam lontong boleh aku sifatkan sebagai kegagalan terbesar bangsa Melayu selepas membina monorel Melaka." - Romi.

-"Kau ni generasi nak senang je, semua nak automatik. Nak cepat, nak mudah. Sebab tu generasi kau tak mampu berfikir. Baru sikit masalah dah komplen, rileklah!" - Wan.

-"True friends will always forgive even though without an apology, true friends never judge, and true friends will never regret for what they've done together" -wan

-"i know i was born, n i know i will die, the in between is mine. i am mine."s-wan

-"Hidup ni macam sebatang rokok, kau hisap, hisap dan hisap, tapi kalau kau tak enjoy, hidup kau akan berakhir sebagai puntung dan akan dibuang begitu saja"- wan

sekarang aku stress.. dah 20 minit aku cari quote pasal life yg wan cakap tu. tapi x jumpa.. daymmmnn..

Antara pengajaran yang aku dapat dari cerita ni..
-live your life to the fullest..
-berfikirlah secara merdeka.
-if you like someone, make a move.. jangan tunggu lama2, sebab akan ada scumbag yang akan caras kau.. hahaha

ok lah tu je kot..

 so i give this book 4.5/5 star!
no i need a scale of 1-10.. susah nak rate kalo 5 je..
So Rokok Nan Sebatang by Nami Cob Nobbler : **********
kbaii..

A little choked up..

So hari ni last day Konvo UKM..
aku x pernah pergi hari konvo sebelum ni.. even ada senior yg invite la ape la.. aku xpernah pergi..
di sebabkan hari ni konvo Pikah n Pinyot, so aku pergi la..plus, jumpa jugak la kawan2 lain.. Tahniah la..

one thing,.. seeing parents and families datang celebrate, choke me up.. bukan celebrate apa sangat pon.. amik2 gambar je.. tapi seeing all those happy faces, makes me a little sad i can say..

mostly, batch mates aku dah grad la. yg study 3 tahun, and yg 4 tahun akan grad tahun depan.. If God wills aku akan grad 2 tahun lagi.. ~~rasa lonely.. LoL..
tapi nanti classmates aku kan ada.. tapi still, they'll be with their families.. meanwhile aku??

Yeah, what ever,.. just suck it up bitch.!

Komen Buku : Asrama by Muhammad Fatrim

eh haii..
ni 1st book review aku.. eh 1st ke? ye la kot..
So recently aku baru habis baca novel Asrama by Muhammad Fatrim, (Buku Fixi).
well novels from Buku Fixi kan dah jadi trend skang ni.. ~untunglahhh..

Asrama ni pasal citer hantu. so, genre dia seram la ye..
So cerita ni berlaku kat Sabah, Dahlia sorang budak yang baru tukar sekolah asrama. kat sekolah tu dia alami macam2 kejadian pelik. Ofkos la citer hantu kan.. mesti la ada kejadian pelik..

<SPOILER ALERT>
"Aku ni jenis yang suka predict ending and suka buat assumption. so awal2 lagi aku dah dapat agak yang roommates Dahlia ni bukan orang, tapi hantu. haha.
Ada satu watak, nama dia Ira, yang kononnya junior Dahlia, tu pon aku dapat agak yg dia hantu..

Part yang aku x puas hati is Maria.. sampai the end Maria is a mystery. tak tau mana asal usul dia, dan kenapa dia boleh tau banyak benda pasal hantu2 tu.. dan kenapa dia boleh berkomunikasi dgn Ira.. <ke aku yang ter'miss' baca?>
Pastu ada part awal2 tu, yang Dahlia main Spirit of The Coin tu, Spirit tu mintak Dahlia darah period dia, tapi penulis x bagi tau pon bila Dahlia bagi darah period dia kat hantu tu.. <ke aku ter'miss' baca jugak?> sebab aku ada jugak skip sikit2.. huhuhu...
Pastu pasal lelaki yang Dahlia suka, Adam. patutnye penulis buat la drama cinta sikit.. ni tak.. acah2 je.. ceit..! "

jalan cerita novel ni, lebih kurang je dengan filem/drama hantu Melayu tipikal. tapi menarik la untuk dibaca..  sebab ni novel melayu bergenre hantu seram pertama yang aku baca..
Gaya bahasa wise, OK la.. tak terlalu puitis atau gramatis.. moden.(style budak zaman sekarang) dan ada macam karangan budak sekolah sikit.. kalo tak silap penulis dia pon budak sekolah lagi kan..? tah aku assume je.. haha

so aku bagi 3/5 bintang untuk novel ni..

ASRAMA by Muhammad Fatrim, (Buku Fixi) : *****

till then.. selamat membaca!
~membaca jambatan ilmu..

aku kechiwa lagi..

Regarding my previous post..
It was the day after i published my previous post..
I was on twitter and was feeling bored.. so i Tweet search Redza Minhat..
anddddd.. guess what i found??
tweets saying that he's married!! i was like.............................................
Pinyot pon baru tahu dia dah kawen... sedih sia... he's like my biggest crush this time.. Sobs..
so heart broken..
That night, rasa macam tak tenang nak tido.. mengenangkan crush yg sudah dimiliki..


Kbaiiii...

Crush..

Eh haiii...    

1st.. ini bukan pasal post crush2 kat UKM confession ye.. tu semua mengarut je.. orang nak buat aku poyo je tu.. sekian...

Kembali ke realiti.. <apa kaitan realiti kat sini?>
Aku rasa aku crush dekat someone.. serious...
Aku baru je kenal dia ni dalam tahun lepas... kot.. <Dia x kenal aku>orang2 sekeliling aku dok citer pasal dia.. dorang cakap dia hensem apa sume.. tapi aku chill je la masa tu..

Memula aku follow dia kt twitter.. dia selalu twit cerita2.. pengalaman dia n pendapat dia..
bukan pasal apa dia tengah buat, or apa dia tengah makan.. hipster gitu..
Best jugak la cerita2 dia.. pendapat and cerita dia somehow buat aku berfikir.. pasal life, n random stuff..

dah lama2 aku makin tertarik dengan dia.. almost everyday ada je cerita dia.. dan aku akan tunggu sampai dia habis cerita, and cakap good night baru aku tido.. hahaha..<crush teruk ni>
tapi ALMOST everyday ye..bukan hari2..  aku ni xde la obses sgt.. crush chill2 je dah la.. hihihi...

Tapi....tapi.. dia terlalu hensem dan femes untuk aku... aku mampu crush dari jauh je la...

till then...good night... Redza Minhat..  

Concerns..

Eh.. haiiiii

It's the third week i'm back in school.. and assignments and lab reports are pilling up already!
it is the third week, and my PTPTN money haven't come in!! this is a major concern! i need to pay my fees, buy books n stuff..

It is the 3rd week.. and my yuran pengajian is RM 2981!!  fuuu!!!!!!!!!!!

so, the Bendahari  people charge me for the last 2 semesters.. which i didn't attend.. went to Bendahari last week, tell them about it. tahu apa akak bendahari tu cakap? "errr.. akak pon tak tahu la dik".. and i was like....... dafuq..? 

then i was told to get a new nombor giliran and go to the next counter.. Still tak settle.. 

It is the 3rd week.. and i've only start to go to class on the 2nd week.. syukur, that my new classmates are pretty welcoming.. nice n warm kids they are.. so the girls call me "kakak". culture shock di situ.. 

I'm used to be treated as a little kid my my previous classmates/friends. they(my exclassmate) don't show so much respect and take a pretty good care of me..i can say.. 

This "kakak" thingy is quite disturbing.. i feel responsible to set a good example to the kids.. **cepat2 siapkan assignments** see? it could be a good thing for me.. tapi still.... this is awkward~~~~

Nah.. the boys don't call me kakak.. cs I start my conversation with them using "aku kau" hahaha...

oh yaa.. aku sangat concern pasal kelas Programming Matlab! i'm not a computer geek and stuff... sape aku nak copy nih?? and this kids are sooooo nice.. that aku rasa diorang tak kan share exam answers on Facebook group chat like we did last time.. macam mana nak exam ni? oh God.. 

I am such a forgetful person.. i can't even remember what i did 2 hours earlier.. how am i gonna remember what i've learn 2 years ago?? in class some more.. memang aku dah lupa la apa yang aku belajar dulu.. Not having the basics memang menyusahkan.. aku agak blurr dan lost dalam kelas.. I'm trying so hard to get things right..

and my new roommate is another thing i'm concern about.. yang ni, just go with the flow je.. we'll see what happens.. 

ther're loads of other stuff i'm concern about.. but i only remember these shits. 

semoga PTPTN cepat masuk...

okbaiiii...

and new roommate

hai manusia...

So i got a new roommate on monday...
1st impression = bad..
bagi aku 1st impression tu sangat penting.. sebab aku ni jenis yang "sekali x suka orang tu, susah la aku nak suka dengan dia.."
on the 1st day she came in, she was like in a rush.. tak sempat nak bersalam, apatah lagi bagi berkenalan.. yeah..watever.. maybe she got some important stuff to do.. i have no bad thoughts at that time.. she slept at her friends that night..
the next day she came to kemas her stuff.. at that time i was pretty stress.. trying to finish my lab report.
she came in and make a fuss about changing the room's arrangement.. i was a little reluctant about changing the arrangement. cs i'm afraid that it will make the room lebih sempit, that i have to solat in ruang depan..near my meja study.. sgt tak selesa kot...
then, i agreed to rearrange the room.. sekali tengok, memang lagi sempit bilik tu..
Geram.! dah la aku tengah stress pasal calculation lab report.. kena stop buat report sebab nak angkat almari, katil n stuff.. lepas tu kena solat kat luar pulak.................demm it!
At about 7pm  or something, her friends came.. bising nak mati!! dengan gitar n stuff.. cakap macam nak bagi satu kolej ni dengar..  can't u see that i'm trying to fokus here??
maybe its a bad timing la, sebab datang masa aku tgh buat keje kan.. tapi.. come on.. observe and learn.. tengok keadaan la..
sabar je.. dalam hati.. terjerit-jerit aku nak cakap "calm yo titties bitches"
So that's how my new roommate gets this bad image..
just wait and see.. how long will it takes to get rid of this bad image..

Okbaii...

Wasiat...

Hai manusia..

Kalo aku mati dalam masa terdekat ni, tolong contact facebook, suruh dorang delete kan profile aku.. and twitter pon.. please inform them that i've died..
All the money in my bank accounts goes to my sister, Kak Nor.. ini serious ok..
Sekian..

Tah hape aku merapu malam2 buta ni oiii.. tapi seriously.. ini serious!!

Life Updates

Eh, haii...

dah lama x update blog.. line internet laju je.. tp xde rasa nak update.. huhu...

it's been a long time.. and a lot of stuff happened.. dan banyak jugak benda2 yg aku dah lupa..
kadang2 ada je rasa nak buat luahan hati.. tapi x mampu nak meluahkan.. sebab malas.. huhu

one day, aku terasa nak bukak emel.. tengok2 ada notification.. kuri oppa komen kat blog nih.. hahaha...
kantoi aku di situ.. aku pon pikir.. mana la beliau dapat link blog ni kan..
pikir punya pikir dengan otak berkarat ni.. ting! (sound effect light bulb) aku pernah komen kat blog dia pakai ID and link ke blog ni.. what a Babo.. haha.. and Que pon dah follow.. encik kuri la ni yg spread the link kan..?

i've been ulang alik from home to ukm a few times..  pasal nak uruskan hal kolej and sambung study..
demm.. rasa malas nak balik sekolah.. tapi aku nak pergi dari sini.. dah tak larat nak duduk rumah..
tak jadi nak drop out and pergi travel.. sebab aku x cukup duit..! hahaha.. kalo duit berkepuk-kepuk memang aku dah drop out.. haha

and Ramadan pon dah berlalu.. sekarang syawal berapa tah.. aidilfitri celebrations macam tahun2 sebelum ni.. macam biasa aku pergi 2/3 rumah je.. rumah makcik aku yg aku selalu pergi even hari biasa.. non of the raya guest are my friend.. haha... <socially awkward penguin kan>

On raya ke empat kot. kalo x silap.. Hiroki.. kawan dari Jepun datang rumah.. Hohohoho....
bukan senang aku nak bawak kawan datang rumah..  sekali datang, nah.. amik kau.. orang jepun nu ha..
aku rasa dia la 1st kawan aku yg datang rumah ni... kawan2 uni, kawan sekolah menengah.. mana de...
so aku bawak la dia jalan2, pusing kampung.. pergi sungai.. kikiki.. bagi makan buah2.. durian, manggis, rambutan.... ajar makan pakai tangan.. haha

Selain tu, my beloved cousin Eddy meninggal.. well bukan cousin la.. more like nephew?? my cousin's son.. so nephew la ye.. meninggal sebab accident.. semoga ditempatkan orang beriman.. :') 

and... so.. in two weeks, i'll be back to school!! omg!! cannot wait.. first time aku rasa x sabar nak pergi sekolah.. 

Be in my shoes, and you'll know why...

Ohh hooo... thats a lil bit updates from me..

till then.... bubbyeeeee.....

About MRSM Beseri..

Eh, haii...

dah lama x update blog.. line internet laju je.. tp xde rasa nak update.. huhu...

so td aku scroll scroll kat twitter, nampak la tweet2 ex-schoolmates aku yg rindu nak balik ke MRSM Beseri.. and banyak la tweets yg sweet2 saying Beseri is like the best thing happened is their life.. 

Ya right.. bagi diorang maybe yes.. tapi bagi aku tak.. 

i don;t miss Beseri.. antara semua sekolah yg aku pernah pergi, yg aku paling tak rindu Beseri la.. kalau boleh tak ingat pon takpe..

tapi malam ni dah ingat la kan.. gara-gara tweets mereka tu....

why Beseri wasn't one of the best thing in my life?? 

well, i was kinda a bad kid back then.. nakal2 cara aku je lah.. tak de la jahat sangat sampai ada kes juvana.. hihihi.. biasa, nakal budak2.. tapi komunity beserian masa tu macam tak boleh terima.. so what to do la kan?? 

aku rasa, masa kat MRSM Gerik pon aku nakal jugak.. tp cikgu, seniors and budak2 batch chill je.. 

I have a lot of good memories in Beseri though.. and i have a lot of bad memories too.. i feel like, kalau boleh tak nak flash back what happened in Beseri.. 

I have good friends, a few people do like me, i think.. but more people hate me...

Yea.. i was a bad kid,.. so, no wonder la kalau people hate me kan.. ada aku kisah ke...

tapi ada satu kes org benci aku ni aku macam amik kisah plak.. because they hate me for some reason that i can't understand.. even today, i still don't really understand...

I can accept if they hate me because i was too nakal.. but i heard they hate me because i was gedik..! 

what?? Gedik?? OMG!! seriously?? i was quite a boyish kot back then <sekarang pon still boyish kot>.. how come a boyish person be Gedik?? weird..............................

i super duper don't understand those people.. sampai hari ni i cant accept the fact they call me gedik..

I want to live with no regrets, what ever i do.. i've given up on things and people.. i've made some wrong choices.. but i never regret.. somehow, i have few things a regret about Beseri.. i don't really remember what are they.. but i have regrets..  and maybe, that's why i tend to try not to remember things in Beseri.. 

Eh hai..

I just watched Danial on TVi..!
Demm.. dah lama aku cari siri animasi nih.. nak kata animation dia menarik sgt ke, x jugak.. tp penceritaan and dialog dia kelakar!! memang LoL, kalau tengok... hahaha

Danial, budak yg tinggal dgn atuk dan nenek dia sbb mak ayah dia sambung belajar kat luar negara..
so setiap hari dia kan hantar emel kat maka ayah dia, pasal apa yg dia lalui pada hari tu..
banyak pengajaran yg ada dalam cerita ni.. bagus la untuk kanak2..

ni je gambar yg ada dr google..

Dulu, siri ni ada ditayang kat RTM, TV2 ke TV1 tah.. tp memang tiap2 minggu aku tunggu nak tengok.. haha..
watak2 dia kelakar kot.. Chong, vijay n nita kawan danial, su adik nita, kawan danial jugak..
Nita adalah die hard fan of Kamsiah Keliwon, penyanyi terkenal dlm citer ni..
Madhuri, seekor lembu milik ayah Vijay.. Madhuri boleh faham apa yg vijay cakap.. hahaha...
Wak Keria, watak yg budak2 ni takut.. dia tok mudim kt kampung tu,..<tukang sunat tradisional>
abang atan dan abang senin, pemuda kampung yg baik dgn Danial..
see?? nama2 watak dalam citer ni pon dah kelakar.. hahaha

kalau anda seorang yg xde keje nak buat, kebosanan, dan mahukan gelak tawa,  I strongly recommend tengok siri ni..
Sekarang siri ni, disiar semula kat TV i.. tak pasti la sepanjang cuti sekolah je ke, atau memang tiap2 hari.. jam 10.30 pagi... dah set reminder.. mesti tengok setiap hari..! hihi

Sedih, maruko dah takde kat astro ceria..


OKbai...

weee!!! fon baru!!!

eh hai...


Dah beberapa hari dah ada fon baru... tp hari ni baru nak post..
Try post pakai fon.. tp mcm x reti la plak..dah keypad qwerty dia sekecik alam.. terhegeh-hegeh aku nak menaipnye...

aku terasa agak kebingungan la dgn fon baru ni.. android la katakan.. terpinga-pinga aku dibuatnye...
segala application, tah hape pon aku tak tau.. demmm, noob.. hahaha...

dengan tak familar dgn cara nak guna data plan.. nasib baik aku godek2 fon tu sorg2.. kalo x mana nak letak muka aku yg malu nih? hikhikhik...
memandangkan aku pakai prepaid hotlink, so ada la plan internet murah.. RM 2 utk 24 jam.. 100mb.. haram x boleh online.. twitter pon x boleh buka, apatah lagi nk download playstore..
aku x tau la 100mb tu x cukup besar atau rumah aku ni yg duduk hulu sgt sampai xde coverage..


aku adalah pelanggan maxis yg x setia, sbb aku dah guna celcom broadband.. hihihi..
ape lagi, aku masukkan la simcard broadband dalam fon.. dah tu online memanjang la.. segala application, games aku dah download.. nak keep up with the trend, aku pon dah main candy crush skg ni.. hahahahaha

oh ya.. bukan main pumpang pumpang citer, fon baru? fon ape??
aku pakai Galaxy ace plus.. tajaan kakak aku.. hikhikhikhik...
aku belum tau lg ape keOhseman dia.. sbb aku belum betul2 guna lg.. just main candy crush je.. huhuhu...

::> aku terdelete gambar Baby Bella yg comel.. tinggal yg blur je.. sobss.. 


OKbai.....

Not so socially awkward lah...

Haii....

siang td aku pergi pasar.. beli barang2 dapur.. Ceit! barang dapur la sangat...

Sebagai pelanggan yang setia, aku pon pergi la kat 1 kedai ayam ni... aku kenal penjual ayam tu, budak kampung aku.. senior 1 tahun masa sekolah rendah.. kenal la.. tp x rapat.. ayam kt kedai dia terbaik.. hahaha....

selalu aku pergi ada dia ngan tah sapa2 kat situ, tegur aku biasa-biasa je..
but, magic happens today!!
someone tegur aku!! eh, 2 org actually...

first, "eh, akak cuti eh?" say a random primary school junior.. budak darjah 1 masa aku darjah 6.. lulz.. entah apa la aku buat kat budak tu sampai dia igt aku lg.. hahaha..
impact full  jugak aku nih.. hikhikhik...
"ye, aa" awkwardly aku replied... "ermmm,,, wawa ek??" angguk angguk, geleng-geleng... budak tu blah...

2nd... "eh hai, kenal tak?" say salah 1 lelaki kedai ayam.. aku bermonolog, ape ke pelik sgt ayat dia nih... lalu menggeleng kepala.. "errr.. tak" aku reply dgn muka pelik.. "x kenal, dia ni kenal la" pointing at anak tauke ayam.. "tak kan x kenal kot..?" "errr x.."
lalu beliau dgn stylo nye bukak shades <penjual ayam pon pakai shades ok>...
Ommo!! classmate sekolah rendah!! dr darjah 1 sampai darjah 6..!
reaksi pertama aku.. "OMG!! lain nye!! dah kurus ek ko skg"
reaksi beliau, "hehehe, cakap KL ek hang skg" lulz... aku hilang kata-kata...
<Ommo! bajet korea sikit haha>
lepas tu adalah, tanya khabar sikit sebnayak, tah hape yg aku ckp kt dia pon aku x igt...

tu sume x penting... yg penting, History is made today!..
xpernah2 org tegur aku kat pasar.. tetiba hari ni ada.. 2 org lg..
woohoooo...!!  <what's there to Woohoo??> =__=
baru je tulis pasal Socially awkward penguin..

tetiba aku rasa agak femes, sbb ada 2 org yg recognize aku kat pasar... lololol!!
Ye la, selalu kalo gi pasar pagi ke pasar malam ke, aku bajet ala-ala foreigner la.. sbb aku rasa xde sape yg kenal aku, dan aku pon xde la kenal orang sangat..

perasaan aku td, super pelik and excited.. hahahahahaha.........

OKbai......

Socially Awkward Penguin..

Eh, haiii....

tajuk agak lulz di situ..

kesian penguin yg kiut tu jadi mangsa.. ni sume gara2 9gag..

Pororo bukan socially akward penguin..

ni baru socially wakward penguin yg betol..

aku rasa aku ni, agak awkward dalam relationship dengan org2 disekeliling...
masalah komunikasi kot...

dulu aku ingat aku x rapat dengan family, and cousin2 aku sebab aku jarang ada kat rumag..
well.. duduk hostel sejak from 1 kan...
duduk rumah x pernah lama.. balik time cuti2 je..
paling lama duduk rumah pon, time sebelum masuk UKM dulu... cuti 4 bulan dowh...
menternak lemak je la keje aku... hikhikhik

sekarang, dah hampir setahun aku duduk rumah.. tapi aku still xrapat dengan adik beradik or cousins aku...
dengan anak buah aku tu, memang dah lama aku rapat ngan dorang.. aku xde masalah berhubung dengan dorg..
tapi cousins yang sebaya dengan aku ni yg x rapat nye..
aku rasa macam x geng.. aku x reti nak sembang dengan dorang..

I think i'm a pretty fun person.. kaki troll and wat so ever..<masuk bakul angkat sendiri..hikhikhik>
tapi nak buat macam mana kalo orang2 kat sini x faham jokes aku..
salah aku jugak.. jokes educated sgt... hahaha

OK, gara2 menulis sambil tengok masterchef, aku dah lupa nak tulis apa lagi..
wat ever lah...

okbai......

Bull shit..

eh, hai...

A turkey was chatting with a bull. 

"I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, 

"but I haven't got the energy."

"Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull. 

They're packed with nutrients."

The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.

Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree. He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.

Moral of the story:
Bull shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.

Copy paste dr fesbuk..  so much agree with the moral of the story..
Happy Sunday !!  

OK bai......

Pasal Dropping out lagi..

there're few things in my mind right now...
what am I gonna do, if i really quit school...??

1.. buat apa yag aku fikir kan.. which is, go to Kolej kemahiran, and study course yg aku suka tu... lepas tu kerja+ take language classes, and go overseas.. lulz...

2.kerja, cari duit.. --> go to kolej---> work + take language classes---> go overseas..

lulz.. dua2 ada pergi overseas.. yea.. maksudnye pergi travel je,.. hahhahaha

3. kalau aku x quit.. i'll spend a nother 2 years in school, not knowing what i'm doing there..
then, Graduate with so-so grades.. not being able to get a job yg berkaitan dgn course..
lepas tu baru pergi kolej??

another 2 wasted years???
i've wasted 2 years already..!
 ermmm.. no, just half of the 2 years are wasted.. i did learn stuff in uni too..
but i didn't learn much in classes.. and wasted too much time playing!!.. done so much lagha stuff..

it's time for a change...
but again...
one side of my brain ask ,

"am i willing to change??

am i brave enough??

Does it worth trying??"

another side say, "i'll never know, unless i try.."

i really dun know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

About Dropping Out...

aku seriusly rasa nak quit dr course aku skg..
bukan setakat course je..
aku rasa nak quit dr universiti...

yeah, kalau aku quit, aku akan officially a dropout.. woohooo <what's there to cheer on??>
well.. a lot of famous, cool people were dropouts.. yet, they're so succesful.. contohnya Bill Gates, Mark Zuckerberg and Steve jobs.. super rich kan diorang??

-somehow, Kevjumba n Ryan Higa gave me inspiration, lulz
they quit college, make youtube videos, and became awesome and famous..! Ryan Higa pernah pergi Meds school kau tahu?? hurmmm..

aku xde la berangan terlampau nak jadi macam diorang.. tapi mana lah tau kann...

kenapa aku rasa nak quit??
well.. i'm studying engineering.. i no longer have the interest in what i'm doing..
furthermore, the workload and the course itself is a burden to me..
i dun even get good grades in exams... bukan setakat not good, they're horrible..
Plus, i'm so bad at maths.. i sucks at math.. what to do??
engineering requires a math brain man...

other reasons..
if i go back to school,,my engineering class..) i'll be in 3rd year..
which means i'll in my juniors class.. i barely know any of them..
i'm good at making friends.. but, i'm sure they already have their own click..
it might a lil hard for them to accept me..
lagi pun, i dun get a good vibe when i see them.. lulz..
so i'll be an outcast in the class??
yea, i know.. this is such a childish excuse... but this is what i feel..


Kalau aku nak balik Uni jugak.. aku rasa nak tukar course..sebab aku dah dapat new insight sepanjang aku duduk kat rumah...<lulz, kononnye la>
aku nak amik course bahasa..hihi..
tapi kan... nak tukar course pon pointer kena bagus... pointer aku dah la seteruk alam..
layak ke nak tukar course..
Kalau layak la pon, it will cost me time..

aku rasa better aku quit, amik course yg aku suka< dah ada diminda> then amik kelas bahasa yg aku nak je..x payah terikat dgn assignments or any requirements to graduate..

aku rasa mcm nak tanya pendapat kawan2 aku.. tp aku dapat rasa dorang akan menentang.. sbb quit tu satu keputusan yg besar...
it'll be a big change..

tengok poster ni..

there're risks.. 

am I willing to risk it??

it is risk worthy??

Follow your heart... hmmm

Follow your intuition...

am I courageous enough??

no, do i have the courage??

i don't know.. i'm still using my rusted brain, to think..
i can't even think properly right now...


                       

My Dream? To Travel the World...

Dulu aku pernah buat blog.. yg dah di'delete' sbb aku xde idea nak tulis..
tujuan asal aku tulis blog tu adalah untuk cerita tentang where I go, and what i do there..


Masa 2nd year kt UKM, aku selalu travel around KL sorang2 , naik public transport..

dalam blog lama tu ada jugak aku buat direction, how to get somewhere from somewhere..
konon2 travel guide utk org yg travel dgn public transport la.. hikhikhik...
aku akan record most of perjalanan aku, amik tren apa, bas apa.. kot2 la lain kali nak pegi lg kan.. huhuhu...

adventurous?? yes..
I think it is adventurous.. sebab aku bukan orang KL, dan aku x de lah biasa sgt dengan segala train, bus and teksi kat KL ni..
 fizikal aku yang kecik,(bukan pendek tapi Fun sized.. hahaha) mcm budak sekolah, muka stock orang buli punya.. membuatkan aku terdedah pada banyak bahaya..
tapi aku berjalan, naik tren, naik bas or cab dengan muka konfiden.. walaupun dalam hati takut jugak.. huhu..
muka kena yakin beb..
selalu nye, org2 yang aku jumpa akan hantar aku kat somewhere yg aku senang nak naik train balik ke UKM..maybe sebab dorang risau aku kena kidnap kot.. hahah

eh, tu bukan citer yg aku nk sampaikan.. haha..

My Dream is to travel the world..

nanti bila aku dah keje, aku nak travel, backpacking, overseas at least once a year..
huhu..travel kat dalam Malaysia pulak, maybe 2/3 kali dalam setahun?? maybe..
tinggi nya cita2 aku.. tp insyaAllah.. akan ku usahakan...

aku ni introvert sikit.. tapi bila muka tak malu aku datang, aku boleh jd terlampau friendly..
bila aku travel sorg2 aku x segan nak tanya orang2 kaunter atau, org2 jaga kedai.. hikhikhik...
ye lah.."malu bertanya sesat jalan" kan kan kan??

aku tak pernah naik kapal terbang.. lulz.. bila fikir, mesti aku akan buat benda yg memalukan bila 1st time naik kapal terbang.. haha
yeah, what ever...
<gambar>

nanti bila aku dah travel mana2 aku update la kat blog.. nantikan! hahaha

It will be me and my backpack against the world..!!

OKbaii...

Happy Teachers day.!!

Happy teachers day!!

Yo!
Happy teachers day to all teachers all over the earth..
eh, negara lain pon sambut hari guru hari ni jugak ke??
cikgu yg ada kat bulan atau ISS, pon selamat hari guru jugak..

about teachers day..

when i was in elementary school, i valued teachers a lot..
ye la, sekolah rendah kan.. segala skills yg diperlukan utk masa depan diajar masa sekolah rendah..
Masa sekolah rendah, i can say, i kinda have this gift.. cepat belajar, cepat faham everything..<bajet pandai>haha..
Kids.. masa budak2 otak tengah berkembang memang la cepat belajar sume benda.. hikhikhik...
aku dapat 5A's UPSR.. huhuhu.. terima kasih cikgu..

masuk sekolah menengah, lower form.. kenakalan aku berubah jd kenakalan hostel..hihi
sekolah rendah pon dah nakal.. tp cikgu x tau kot...sebab nakal kat rumah...
kat Hostel,buat hal memang cikgu tau la..
even nakal2 gitu, kena marah dgn cikgu, aku x pernah rasa benci atau menyampah kat cikgu..
dah tu keje dia kan...
so aku rasa, even aku nakal, aku still dapat blessings dr cikgu2 lower form..
so, straight A's for PMR pulak.. Tenkiu cikgu Ila (cikgu homeroom) and tenkiu semua cikgu lower form..!


masuk upper form..kenakalan hostel aku bertambah.. aktivit ponteng prep berjalan macam biasa..
tp cikgu upper form ni gigih sket buat spotcek..kantoi, x kantoi, byk sebab senior yg x best..grrr
kt upper form, memang aku x rasa mc apa yg aku rasa kt cikgu lain, kt warden <ayat keling>..
ape x nye aku asyik kena aim je..
cikgu/warden tu pon macam rasa menyampah terlampau kat aku n da geng..
memang keje aku ngn kawan2 aku mengumpat cikgu tu la...
so aku rasa, sebab x berkat SPM aku agak kantoi... no more straight A's...
ada jugak Cikgu yg OK.. mcm coach volleyball aku.. hahaha.. suka kutuk aku,
but i'm fine with it.. cikgu2 english..-English subject means fun time..!
so, subjek2 yg aku ok dgn cikgu nye, ok la result nye.. huhu
any way, still,,.. terima kasih cikgu...

Dulu Aku Kaki Botol...

Eh hai...

hah! kontroversi sangat tajuk nye... a few days ago aku ada terbaca tweet pinyot, pasal dia jadi kaki botol sebab cuaca terlalu panas.. (minum air mineral byk sgt la gamak nye) so aku pon teringat, yang aku dulu pon pernah jadi kaki botol..

Ye, dulu aku pernah jadi kaki botol..
Alkisah nye masa zaman kanak2 dulu la... kisah ni berlaku dalam era 90-an gitu..

Masa tu aku baru umur 4 atau 5 tahun.. tak pasti plak..
mak aih!! kecik2 dah kaki botol?! kecik2 lagi dah minum?
hahahaha... cepat sangat buat kesimpulan nye...
bukan kaki botol minum...

sebenarnye, masa budak2 dulu, aku, adik aku, dan 2 cousin perempuan aku suka main bakar botol plastik..
botol plastik, bila bakar dia akan cair...

macam mana main..
1. ambil botol plastik dan letak dekat hujung kayu
2. letak la dekat api dan nyalakan..

                    

3.lepas dah terbakar, botol yang cair tu akan menitik, so main la titik2 kat jalan, kat pokok ke..
kat ape2 je la yg ko suka..

                

Aku ngan adik aku dulu kejam sikit..
kalau ada kerengga yg jalan2 atas tanah memang mati la dengan kitorg..
sekor2 kena titik.. < Kejam nye aku..> Psikopath jugak aku masa kanak2 dulu...
tapi skg aku dah jd penyayang dah kat binatang.. So, Don't worry..hohoho

Kena marah dengan mak ayah tu jangan cakap la.. kena rotan bagai.. tapi chill je..
the fun never ends.. aku la yang hasut 2 cousin perempuan aku yang penakut tu utk main jugak..
selalu aku ngan adik aku je.. <kedegilan yg tak dapat dibendung>

Kepada adik2 jangan main ye.. orang dewasa pon dinasihatkan jangan main..
sebab malang tak berbau.. banyak kali jugak botol cair yg berapi tu menitik atas kaki..
tapi sebagai adventerous kids, aku ngn adik xpernah serik.. hikhikhik..

aku rasa sebab main benda2 gila macam ni la yg buat aku jadi seorang yg tough..< choi,, kuat la konon>
tapi main ni memang awesome.. hmm.. patut ke aku ajar anak2 sedara aku main benda ni??
Sedara-sedara aku cakap. aku la orang yang paling mengarut sekali bila main dengan budak2..
aku ajar dorang main benda bukan2.. tapi x memudaratkan ye,, just some weird crazy fun stuff,.. hahaha

amaran: don't try this at home..

OKbai...

Aktiviti hujung minggu :- mandi sungai..

Eh Haiii.....~
say Hello to weekend!
owhhh.. Its weekdays already... lulz...
ceyhh.. tajuk macam ada aktiviti tetap je masa weekdays..

sepanjang duduk kat rumah ni, hidup aku tak la menarik sangat.. sebagai seorang yg adventurous <konon> hidup aku kat rumah ni, memang totally lame... most of the time lahh....

Kehidupan yang menarik hanya datang pada hujung minggu.. bila budak2 datang rumah aku...
little nieces and nephews.. anak2 cousins aku..
most of the time, they come to ask me to help them do their homework.. =__=

Selain buat homework, diorang akan guna kan aku untuk buat aktivit yang mak bapak diorang tak bagi buat tanpa pengawasan orang dewasa...
Contoh nya?? ~~Mandi sungai....

Yea.. sebab aku ni orang dewasa yang fun.. diorang akan beria-ia ajak aku join diorang mandi sungai...kononnye aku best la, hape la.. time2 macam ni, diorang buat muka comel,
dan pujian memang tinggi melangit la... sebab aku ni seorang yang supportive and fun.. so aku pon ikut je la... < padahal aku tengah bosan,, hikhikhik..>

So, semalam, lepas dah siap si Balqis buat homework, she got a text from a friend, ajak mandi sungai.. so ajak la aku.. Aku dengan sepenuh hati berpura-pura taknak pergi... padahal dalam hati terkinja-kinja nak pergi.. hahahaha...
 lepas proses memujuk dan memuji aku, kitorang pon pergi la sungai... huhuhu

Sungai tu tak de la jauh mana pon.. dalam 5 minit naik motor... jalan kaki dalam 10 minit?? x pernah pulak jalan kaki..

Tak de lah besar mana pon sungai nye... tp not bad lah... ada spot untuk terjun2..  huhuhu...
 excited kanak2 nih...

Batu je banyak sungai nih...

Zarifah, budak paling excited nak terjun...

konon nye dalam, tapi budak darjah 4 boleh la berenang.. =_=

Not bad la berkubang sini.. huhu...

Kbai...

Kacang Gajus a.k.a Cashew Nut..

Eh, hi...
Ko tau x Kacang gajus tu hape?? Cashew Nut??
  <jangan la jakun sgt tak tau cashew nut tu apa..>
ni ha benda nye...

kacang gajus / cashew nuts 

Mesti ramai yg pernah/ biasa makan cashew nuts kan?? tapi pernah tak anda makan buah gajus (cashew apple)??
haa... mesti ada yg jakun, tak tau cashew  tu sebenarnya jenis pokok dan bukan Vine..
Mesti ada ada yg jakun x pernah tengok pokok gajus, atau buah gajus yg real.. kan kan kan...
Dengan bangga nya aku mengisytiharkan kat rumah aku ada pokok gajus!! 
memandangkan sekarang ni dah masuk spring,<bajet duduk negara 4 musim> so pokok2 dah start berbunga dah berbuah...
pokok gajus belakang rumah aku ni advance sikit.. dah berbuah dan sedang masak ranum..

Buah Gajus /cashew apple

ni la benda nye.. lupa nak snap masa kat atas pokok...

kacang gajus ada dalam benda yg keluar dar buah tu.. yg kaler hitam2 tu..
buang buah, amik biji yg hitam tu, bakar kat dapur kayu... agak2 dah masak, keluarkan dr api, ketuk2 pakai penumbuk lesung, dapat la kernel nye... boleh leww makan.... hewhewhew...







Menurut pakcik Wiki, kacang gajus has less fat dari kacang tanah.. selain tu kacang gajus bagus sbg antioxidant.. <makan utk awet muda.. hikhikhik> 
Menurut pakcik Wiki lagi, buah  gajus contains 5 times more vitamin C more than orange..!

Menurut aku plak, rasa dia manis2 kelat...  boleh tahan la rasanya kalo makan dengan kicap.. tapi bagi org yg gemar sweet stuff macam kanak2, buah ni bukan la pilihan yg menarik.. Pakcik2 n makcik2 yg ada kencing manis suka la.. hahaha..

Buah gajus x berbuah sepanjang tahun.. so normally, makcik2 dan pakcik2 makan pucuk dia..
hmm aku x gemar... kelat... x lalu nak telan...
kacang gajus aku suka..

~saje je nak show off, kat rumah aku ada pokok gajus nih.. hewhewhew...
Semanjak 2 menjak ni banyak pulak burung kecik datang makan buah ni.. bunyi chirp2 dr pagi sampai petang.. nasib baik burung2 tu kiut... ^__^

itu saja...
OK bai............

Feels like going back to school..

Hi,
mood: a little bit down..

hari ni tak de ape2 yg exciting pon.. so aku pon meng'online'kan diri la..
buka FB, tetiba nampak Kar May update profile picture dia.. so aku pon like n komen la..
serius.. memang dah lama gila aku x jumpa dia.. dah lama x contact..

Karmay ni kawan aku dalam AIESEC.. even luar AIESEC pon kitorg kawan la jugak.. boleh kata dia antara yg aku paling rapat dalam AIESEC.. most of AIESEC UKM members are chinese.. so x rapat sgt la dgn dorang, kawan baik, tapi x cakap personal things sgt la..lagi pon most of them ada click sendiri and i'm the only Malay there..
KarMay ni lain sikit.. peramah terlampau..dan penyayang terlampau.. suka peluk2 org..<in a good way la, bukan pervert> huhuhu...

ok back to the story, so aku pon komen la gambar karmay tu, then, she replied and say she missed me...
awww... "i miss u too karmay" tapi aku tak reply balik pon kat dia.. cakap dalam hati je...
Yes, aku memang mcm tu.. keeping things inside is so my thing..ngee  =)

Then, aku pon stalk la karmay.. usha gambar2 dia.. banyak gila gambar2 aktiviti AIESEC..!
Demm.. this thing really makes me miss my school days... it really does make me wanna go back to school..

Sepanjang duduk kat rumah ni, aku selalu berangan pergi exchange.. buat aktiviti dgn AIESECer lain.. introduce Malay cultures kt diorang.. banyak kali kot, aku berangan pergi exchange..
sedih..

tengok gambar classmates aku pergi sungai chilling pon sedikit sebanyak mengusik hati jugak la.. cemburu jugak tengok dorg.. tapi tak seteruk tengok gambar2 karmay dgn kawan2 AIESECer.. sobs..

aiigooo.. i miss my school life..

OK baii...