Crush..

Eh haiii...    

1st.. ini bukan pasal post crush2 kat UKM confession ye.. tu semua mengarut je.. orang nak buat aku poyo je tu.. sekian...

Kembali ke realiti.. <apa kaitan realiti kat sini?>
Aku rasa aku crush dekat someone.. serious...
Aku baru je kenal dia ni dalam tahun lepas... kot.. <Dia x kenal aku>orang2 sekeliling aku dok citer pasal dia.. dorang cakap dia hensem apa sume.. tapi aku chill je la masa tu..

Memula aku follow dia kt twitter.. dia selalu twit cerita2.. pengalaman dia n pendapat dia..
bukan pasal apa dia tengah buat, or apa dia tengah makan.. hipster gitu..
Best jugak la cerita2 dia.. pendapat and cerita dia somehow buat aku berfikir.. pasal life, n random stuff..

dah lama2 aku makin tertarik dengan dia.. almost everyday ada je cerita dia.. dan aku akan tunggu sampai dia habis cerita, and cakap good night baru aku tido.. hahaha..<crush teruk ni>
tapi ALMOST everyday ye..bukan hari2..  aku ni xde la obses sgt.. crush chill2 je dah la.. hihihi...

Tapi....tapi.. dia terlalu hensem dan femes untuk aku... aku mampu crush dari jauh je la...

till then...good night... Redza Minhat..  

Concerns..

Eh.. haiiiii

It's the third week i'm back in school.. and assignments and lab reports are pilling up already!
it is the third week, and my PTPTN money haven't come in!! this is a major concern! i need to pay my fees, buy books n stuff..

It is the 3rd week.. and my yuran pengajian is RM 2981!!  fuuu!!!!!!!!!!!

so, the Bendahari  people charge me for the last 2 semesters.. which i didn't attend.. went to Bendahari last week, tell them about it. tahu apa akak bendahari tu cakap? "errr.. akak pon tak tahu la dik".. and i was like....... dafuq..? 

then i was told to get a new nombor giliran and go to the next counter.. Still tak settle.. 

It is the 3rd week.. and i've only start to go to class on the 2nd week.. syukur, that my new classmates are pretty welcoming.. nice n warm kids they are.. so the girls call me "kakak". culture shock di situ.. 

I'm used to be treated as a little kid my my previous classmates/friends. they(my exclassmate) don't show so much respect and take a pretty good care of me..i can say.. 

This "kakak" thingy is quite disturbing.. i feel responsible to set a good example to the kids.. **cepat2 siapkan assignments** see? it could be a good thing for me.. tapi still.... this is awkward~~~~

Nah.. the boys don't call me kakak.. cs I start my conversation with them using "aku kau" hahaha...

oh yaa.. aku sangat concern pasal kelas Programming Matlab! i'm not a computer geek and stuff... sape aku nak copy nih?? and this kids are sooooo nice.. that aku rasa diorang tak kan share exam answers on Facebook group chat like we did last time.. macam mana nak exam ni? oh God.. 

I am such a forgetful person.. i can't even remember what i did 2 hours earlier.. how am i gonna remember what i've learn 2 years ago?? in class some more.. memang aku dah lupa la apa yang aku belajar dulu.. Not having the basics memang menyusahkan.. aku agak blurr dan lost dalam kelas.. I'm trying so hard to get things right..

and my new roommate is another thing i'm concern about.. yang ni, just go with the flow je.. we'll see what happens.. 

ther're loads of other stuff i'm concern about.. but i only remember these shits. 

semoga PTPTN cepat masuk...

okbaiiii...

and new roommate

hai manusia...

So i got a new roommate on monday...
1st impression = bad..
bagi aku 1st impression tu sangat penting.. sebab aku ni jenis yang "sekali x suka orang tu, susah la aku nak suka dengan dia.."
on the 1st day she came in, she was like in a rush.. tak sempat nak bersalam, apatah lagi bagi berkenalan.. yeah..watever.. maybe she got some important stuff to do.. i have no bad thoughts at that time.. she slept at her friends that night..
the next day she came to kemas her stuff.. at that time i was pretty stress.. trying to finish my lab report.
she came in and make a fuss about changing the room's arrangement.. i was a little reluctant about changing the arrangement. cs i'm afraid that it will make the room lebih sempit, that i have to solat in ruang depan..near my meja study.. sgt tak selesa kot...
then, i agreed to rearrange the room.. sekali tengok, memang lagi sempit bilik tu..
Geram.! dah la aku tengah stress pasal calculation lab report.. kena stop buat report sebab nak angkat almari, katil n stuff.. lepas tu kena solat kat luar pulak.................demm it!
At about 7pm  or something, her friends came.. bising nak mati!! dengan gitar n stuff.. cakap macam nak bagi satu kolej ni dengar..  can't u see that i'm trying to fokus here??
maybe its a bad timing la, sebab datang masa aku tgh buat keje kan.. tapi.. come on.. observe and learn.. tengok keadaan la..
sabar je.. dalam hati.. terjerit-jerit aku nak cakap "calm yo titties bitches"
So that's how my new roommate gets this bad image..
just wait and see.. how long will it takes to get rid of this bad image..

Okbaii...