A fool who plays it cool

7.00pm

A: tidur ke tadi?
B: A'a.  tak sanggup nak sedih dan nangis. so aku tidur.
     Tidur, mimpi rumah pulak. :(
A: itu lah, orang ajak jogging tak nak.
B: hmm.. nak buat kerja pun tak boleh fokus.
A: lain kali cari kawan. jangan duduk sorang-sorang. at least ada distraction. so you won't think about home much..
B: hmmm.. :(
A: bertabah la ye..

11.15 pm

C:  I dreamed about home. I had lunch with my family. then i realized it was just a dream. T_T
A: Be strong.
A: we have to be strong, just like the Great Wall of China

11.50 pm

** #nowplaying  Hey Jude by The Beatles....

3.00 am

          She's alone in her room.. reading journals for her thesis. She close the journal. and had a sip of her cold coffee. that was when tears rolled down her cheeks. she swallowed her coffee hard. it feels like a rock coming down her esophagus.
It was a rough night.
She tried to tell herself to stop the tears. "i'm a strong person. Strong. Just like the great wall of china. Just like the great wall.."
and that wall crumbled that night.

"And anytime you feel the pain,

Hey, Jude, refrain,

Don't carry the world upon your shoulders.

For well you know that it's a fool

Who plays it cool

By making his world a little colder." -